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The Anxiety Treatment Center is the first program that actually understood my anxiety and what I needed to do to get better. They looked at me as a whole person and all the areas of my life that were affected by my anxiety. I had been through other local programs reporting to have expertise only to find out they were group based and for more general mental health conditions. The kind, warm, individualized treatment that I received fostered a safe environment for me to open up, talk about my fears, and face them head on. I am ready to return to work, something that I never thought I could do. If you are looking for help, this is the place to go.
I can’t thank you enough for all the help and support during my treatment. Thank you for tailoring my treatment to my needs and my schedule. During this journey I have gained more than I ever thought possible, and I am incredibly grateful to be able to live a life with more freedom and peace. Thank you for your compassion and providing the help that I desperately needed to change my life.
Hypochondriasis and Scrupulosity
My OCD became evident and disruptive to me, and my family’s life, in February of 2000. Shortly after the birth of my son, I was hospitalized with internal bleeding. After being released, a sense of constant anxiety over fears of health, death, and my standing with God became intrusive to my everyday life. Looking back, I now realize that they were obsessive thoughts. It took until July 2002 before I decided that enough was enough and I needed to get some help finding out what was going on with my thinking. Frustration set in. I bounced along from therapist to therapist until one of them introduced me to the concept of Cognitive Behavioral Therapy (CBT) and Exposure and Response Prevention (ERP), but she did not specialize in these areas of treatment. She suggested a few books and sent me on my way.
After doing some research on CBT and ERP, the concepts resonated with what I was going through. The treatment course that I was on was not working, and I decided that I needed to do something different. Unfortunately, it took until 2007 before I was able to find someone that had expertise in this area of treatment. Until then, I spent thousands of dollars, and hours, looking for someone that specialized in CBT and ERP. I contacted “Best Seller” authors as well as other “well known” published experts. Luckily my quests lead me to the Anxiety Treatment Center. The treatment that I have been pursuing with Dr Zasio has done more for me in the last 7 months than all of the treatment I received in the last 8 years.
The goal of sharing my story is to help others realize that there is hope. What I was doing wasn’t working and if I can help even one person find their way to managing OCD, I will have been successful.
I have learned that “feelings are not facts and that I’m more powerful than my fears.”
OCD makes life so much harder than it should be. If it is not one thing it’s another. After I do a compulsion I gain temporary relief, but hours, sometimes even minutes later the obsession crops us again in a worse form. Exposure and ritual prevention therapy, I find, is the real solution to get a handle on OCD.
Some of the obsessions included: 1) A fear of being gay or damned (doomed); 2) A fear of not living a good Christian life; 3) A fear that other Christians may advise me to dispose of my collections and try to control my life; 4) A fear of not being normal; 5) A fear that if I don’t deposit money in my checking account daily that I will not have a secure bank account.
These are only some of my obsessions, many of which are linked to religion. I feared that I had to live a “perfect” Christian life. This resulted in compulsions and drastic changes in my life. The OCD created it’s own standard and, I followed. When I thought about my DVD’s, I feared that having these “worldly things” would cause Christians to advise me to purify my life by disposing of them….so I did it on my own. When I thought about my fear of being gay, I thought I would not make it into heaven, so I confessed my sins and, would purge more of my possessions. The problem was, it never helped. I purged everything I owned except my bedroom furniture and clothing. I lost thousands of dollars in computers, cell phones, DVD’s, personal items, and so forth.
In an effort to reclaim my life, I researched all I could on OCD and learned about Exposure Therapy. I had no idea how it would change my life. I began with buying one item at a time and began to bring them home to my room. I learned to sit with my fear that others would not see me as a worthy Christian. I limited depositing money into my checking account, did not go on-line to verify the balance, and did not pay bills as soon as they came in. I was able to put labels on movies “not perfectly,” and keep them in my room without discarding them. Each time I sat with my fears I found that what I was so scared of never even existed. None of my fears ever happened.
I have reached many great milestones in my life. After spending only a few weeks in Intensive Outpatient Treatment, I was discharged and now follow up once per week with individual and group therapy for support. I have the tools to apply when needed, understanding that doing compulsions only provides temporary relief and feeds the condition. Sitting with my anxiety and accepting the feared consequences has helped to desensitize me and change my life. I am someone who can manage my OCD and hope that through my story, others will see there is hope.
Absolutely great program. It took me several years to finally find a place that can understand me and provide me with the help I need.
A major benefit of this program is the group time. I benefited so much from being around other people who suffered from OCD/anxiety. It felt so good to check in and talk to others. I felt compassion for everyone here and in turn I felt self-compassion. One of my favorite days was when Dr. Jason did education on mindfulness. I loved and benefited greatly from everyone in group learning and discussing this concept together.
Dr. Jason was wonderful and helped me through one of the most challenging days when he encouraged me to open up about my OCD to my husband. He walked me through it and had he not encouraged me to do this I would have never done it.
The number one most beneficial thing that I learned here was that the goal was not to fight anxiety or never feel it again.
Instead…
I have always hidden this part of my life but I need to remain aware. If I am aware I feel I can face any new OCD Obsession/compulsion that is put before me or may enter my life. This makes me less afraid of my future.
Thank you
Not to sound cliche- BUT- this program saved my life. I truly believe this.
The Anxiety Treatment Center is a friendly environment where the staff was able to help me have a better life. Thank you!
Dr. Murphey knew exactly what I needed. I haven’t been this positive in a year! I finally feel alive again and I am living and enjoying life!